“We spoke about this and both agree it’s because only unhappy people feel the need to blog” Sat_070623

X thinks i’m not a happy person by reading my blog.

i just read this and i quote from cowboycaleb “We spoke about this and both agree it’s because only unhappy people feel the need to blog” and seriously, i think i agree with his statement.

i don’t really blog about happy stuff. it just seems a little.. showy. i blog about things that i need to get out of my system. and as i’d mentioned before, i blog to let my friends know how am i without having to repeat myself too much.

it’s just that.. the motivation to inform is so much less than the motivation to get certain shit off my chest. so you end up with a rather whiny blog. i’m sorry. but things are ok here in launceston. cept for the fact that it’s freezing. and my vasculitis is back with a vengence. i’ve gotten my third biopsy. s i g h. my horribly disfigured legs. s i g h. i cry for my legs. <laugh> no really, it’s not that big a deal since they weren’t the nicest pins around in the first place.

ok, since i’m at it, i might as well do an update.

l i f e i n l a u n c e s t o n, t a s m a n i a.

starting to get used to life here. don’t think i worked hard in school for the first sem. i’ll throw in the excuse of settling in. “P

but think the shit results have scared me a little. i’m hoping i’ll pull up my socks for the next semester. so, keep your fingers crossed for me. i’m also waiting for my sem one results. sigh. so keep your toes crossed for me too.

learning how to live with housemates. it’s been quite an eye-opening experience. as you can read from my previous posts, things weren’t going super smoothly, but things are slightly better now.

i guess it’s coz when i was studying with at ABC’s, i got to experience the dynamics of their household. and it has made me realised, i can survive in my place. every house has their own dynamics. i just have to adapt to it. besides, now that’s it’s effing cold, i can just shut my door all the time (to keep in the warmth) without worrying that i’m being anti-social.

on that note, T actually said her impression of me is i’m quite a sociable person. oh dear, have i made you guys puke? it’s like wtf right? T and i were just chatting abt B and T was sharing her general feel of our friends. like C, EL. and i asked her abt her general feel of me. and she actually said i’m a sociable or socialising person.

wtf? hellow. i’m famous for being effing anti-social in sg lor. so that’s a mystery we’ll solve another day.

vasculitis. that’s inflammation of the blood vessels just fyi. it’s something i suffered from back in SG. think the effing cold in launnie has aggravated it. and i had a really bad attack. still trying to recover from it. but at least now my feet and legs are not really swollen and i can finally wear my own shoes. albeit with a little bit of difficulty. i do still have dying skin on my legs and horrible purplish blotches all over. and some difficulty trying to keep my biopsy wound dry and bandaged properly. the wound does hurt every now and then. but.. it’s getting better lah.

it’s has also given me a great excuse to get out of road trips. i mean, road trips are fun, but not when you’re the light bulb in two couples. and missing out on road trips might mean i can scrape some money to visit sydney.. hmmm.. need to research on air tickets.

so now, i aim to tidy up my room for this hols, and master some dishes. i shall aim to cook ang dao teng. (red bean soup) i think my green bean soup is at least at level one. i just need to make more effort with the cooking of the sago. sigh. ah well.. patience is the key to well-praised food. and that is why i usually eat slobbily. leh chey to cook with so much effort lot.

that’s pretty much of an update no? ok. now i’ve to announce to pple regarding the move of my blog. sigh. leh chey leh..